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why did I create this again?

  • Jun. 15th, 2009 at 10:43 PM

You know I had plans to do things on this site other than just read other people's stuff, but we saw how well that worked, didn't we? Paranoia about someone stealing your stories is a bad thing. :) lol. oh well. I thought I'd write something in here, because I haven't in forever.  In a couple months I'll be a freshman in college. GOD! I don't feel nearly old enough to go to college. I went to prom this year. Masquerade was are theme. My school is stupid though and only I and one other girl wore masks. It was super fun even though I had to take pics for yearbook. My grandpa died. *cries* that REALLY sucked. He was like the dad I never had and we were really close. then, graduation of course! Are prinicipal hates us now. We had airhorns, threw bouncy balls, and threw our hats. Mind you this was during the whole ceremony and we weren't suppose to do any of it! :) It was the best!!!! I've discovered the beauty of german rock and techno. It's badass even though I have no idea  what they're saying. In Extremo's song Vollmond and E-Nomine - Das Tier in Mir are awesome songs. YOUTUBE them!!!!! E-nomine's song is slightly demonic and I look up the english lyrics  and now I understand why it sounds like that. Check it out! not much going on with my life. It's summer and I'm reading lots of fiction on the net. It's great and yet boring. Orientation is next week though. Can't wait to get out of here!!!!

I'm a bum

  • Aug. 11th, 2008 at 12:22 PM

Sorry people who are expecting something of value. My story has been posted on fictionpress, but I'm still weary of posting it on here so I probably won't until a later date. I did take this awesome personality quiz though. Check it out. School is starting on Wednesday *sob* not fair! Summer went by too fast.

summer break makes me lazy

  • Jun. 20th, 2008 at 2:10 PM

For anyone who is reading this boring crap in waiting for a story I very much apologize. I have tons written down, but haven't typed any of it due not only to my computer being retarded, but also that I hate to type which is sad considering my generation. I'm working on it though so hopefully when I beginning posting I'll be able to update regularly. I am distracted though by my quest in reading every book that I can find that has a summary and I'm searching for ideas on how to make my stories better when I write them. I know first drafts are not always the best and I don't have much writing experience, but I love  to write and wish to impress people with my stories. Obviously, I'm failing. If anyone also happens to know where to find good writing resource such as writing tips, name generators (good ones), and things of that nature it would be much apperciated. I love the warm weather and have been watching my cousin as well. :) I also have a summer reading/ writing project so I have plenty of excuses. Sorry!!! I may post a summary of the story I want to post soon so you guys can get an idea of what to expect and on't be sadly disappointed by waiting so long for something you're not interested in. 

sorry

  • May. 10th, 2008 at 5:50 PM

I apologize I had a chapter written for you guys, but when I went to access it something screwed up and it was deleted. I feel bad and frustrated, but you might get something eventually. Not much is happening aside from the fact that school is almost out and I'm SUPER excited!!!! :) Sorry there's not much, but life is boring in a small town.

News

  • Apr. 5th, 2008 at 3:32 PM

I actually have a story that I think I can finish and I've been typing it so you may have some story soon, but I'm going to friend lock it after the first two chapters. I'm paranoid about stuff like that now and it's life dream to become published so I want to have as good a chance as possible, but I thought you'd all like to know that since I've been mentioning it on and off so keep a look out. Nothing really happened this week so not going to go inot the boringness.

almost over

  • Mar. 30th, 2008 at 5:17 PM

well, vacation is pretty much over. Sorry for previous entry. I was very annoyed and now I am calm. Vacation was really bad. My best friend went away for vacation so I was trapped at my house with nothing to do *sigh* but she's back and everything is now fine. I got to read a lot on fictionpress though. :) I love that sight and things are looking up a great deal.

I'm going to lose it

  • Mar. 21st, 2008 at 2:53 PM

Sorry it's been so long, but last time I tried to post the computer sorta froze so I shall try again.  I've been fencing an I LOVE LOVE it!!!!! :)) I have bruises on my arm from it, but that's okay. I like showing off my battle wounds. lol. I have gym class though and there's this (I'm going to sound like a shallow bitch but I don't care) he's fat ,he's a freshman or sophomore that looks like he's 30. He can't run for like more than 1 minute or two without getting winded, he's stupid, and he stalks me whenever he sees me. I'm pissed!!!! I tried being nice and just ignoring him but it's not working so I might get suspended for kicking him in the balls or punching him in the throat or gut. I will try my hardest to send him ass to the floor or I could steal a rapier and maim him. My best friend and some others support that idea. My best friend already wants to kill him. this may sound dramatic, but my bf is super protective and he won't leave me alone!!!!!

back again

  • Jan. 26th, 2008 at 6:35 PM

LOL. I'm getting in a better habit of writing this thing!!! My life still isn't interesting, but oh well. I turned in my poem and short story for Excel( a scholarship type thing) and am praying for the best. I've made it past the 1st round every year so I'm hoping this year I can get past the 2nd round. I've been hoping and I like my story a lot and my poem isn't too bad. Anyway, french is getting easier now that all we're pretty much doing is reading and writing. P.S. Inky I used you in my french assignment so I hope that doesn't bother you, but I decided it'd be fun to write about you since we're nice enough to comment for this horribly boring journal. :) anyway, stats. is getting harder and soon we'll have to cut open either a rat or pig and I really don't want to. Stupid bio 2. :(  I'm starting to get a little anxious about the whole applying to colleges and all that stuff. I think I'll manage though. My grandma works at a college so she'll help me. Logo is disappointing me with their okay, but nothing great since I watched Edge of Seventeen and It's my party. I'm hoping that maybe if I watch some I can make my stories an ounce more realistic 'cause I'm not male or gay so I think I have trouble sometimes making things realistic, Tuesday is my b-day. Go me and being 17!!!! I'm excited, but with everything going on I don't really get a party with everyone there so I'm a little disappointed, but I'll get over it. With b-day money come a lots of books and I'm super excited. Prom is coming up to and I must admit it's fun being on prom commitee and getting to make all the decisions on what prom is going to look like, etc. So everything is a little hectic, but I'm enjoying it notheless. Yearbook isn't that amazing this yearbook, but we got a new teacher so what can I expect. I think I have more to say, but I can't remember. I'm doing good though I've been a little bit distracted from writing anything. :) that's how life is though and ir's all around good right now so I can't complain!!!

Feeling better!!!

  • Jan. 20th, 2008 at 12:45 PM

I'm feeling better and slightly more energentic. I've been taking some medicine for the last couple of days and it's really helped. I've also been watching Logo. You now the gay tv station. It's not too bad if you only watch the movies and I find Wisecrack hilarious!!!! So if anyone is interested you should check it out. It's my party is a really good, but sad show. The guy has aides and his brain is deteriorating or something. While he's dealing with his bf breaks up with him and then he throws this huge party for himself before he kills himself so his family will remember him as him not him being mentally out of it. His bf ends up showing up and there's all these memories and stuff. It's really good. :) I found out I'm 22nd in my class. I went up 4 spot and this is out of 200 students so I think I should be proud ;especially, since our class is really smart. I'm getting really tired of school, but I'm toning up with gym class and exercising at home so that's something to make me happy. Still writing a story, but there's not enough yet to put on here and I'm not sure if I can finish it or if I'll switch to something else and I don't want you all to start getting attached to a story and then I quit 'cause I hate when people do that to me. Anyway, when there's enough you all shall know!!!

nothing as usual

  • Jan. 16th, 2008 at 3:25 PM

I'm so tired, but it's a half day and there's internet so I'm saying awake. I don't have much homwork thank you god.There's nothing really to say, there never is, but I saw that I hadn't written in 5 weeks so I decided to type. I'm thinking about putting up a story here yet again, but I've been too lazy to type and it'd have to be under friend lock anyway 'cause my dream is to become an author. That's about it though. My life sure is interesting, isn't it?

I'm alive!!

  • Dec. 7th, 2007 at 9:32 PM

Well, nanowrimo is over and I won!!!! :) My first year and I did it, but it was a lot of hard work and I had no life while doing it. I wrote a good chuck in class. *shrugs* oh well, I never learn anything in there anyway. School really sucks!!!  I can't wait for Christmas break, but I guess I can't complain too much since today was a half day and we now have snow!!!! I love snow and my room is covered in christmas decoration and I'm playing Christmas music. I love this time of year, but everyone around me seems so crabby. :( It's very depressing, but I don't let it get to me. I think I'm not doing so good in frech 3 because Mlle isn't being nice and going slow enough. *sigh* I hope I pass it with a high enough grade or I'll lose it! We're suppose to be getting our Christmas tree this weekend, Otherwise, things are boring as usual. *yawn* I wish things would pick up or life would at least be more interesting, but I don't see that happening in the near future. *grumble* I think that's it.

A depressing Halloween

  • Oct. 31st, 2007 at 6:24 PM

Well, today is like any normal school day. We weren't allowed to wear cotsumes to school and classes were so boring that I wanted to fall asleep and never wake up. Then I came home excited, becasue tomorrow National Writing Month competition starts only to find that someone hasn't paid the cable bill meaning soon are internet will be shut off, but our cable already has been. I was looking forward forward to that so much I cleared everything off my schedule so I could do it, but now it all went down the tube. I'm going to type and write it anyway and try to do it at school. I'm REALLY HOPING that I can do that otherwise I'm screwed and I'll cry. On the happier side of things I got a 1620 for my SAT which I don't think is bad for my first try. It's above average anyway. *yawn* I feel so depressed now, but I'll figure everything out sooner or later...I hope. to make things worse my english teacher is making us read sonnets and then make us write one. I dont like poetry and I know I can't write it so this is like the ultimate torture. I'm good at writing stories, but I suck at poetry. I think there more, but I can't remember it so I'm done. Oh yeah, and I won't be on this since I have to write 50,000 words in a month and that's a lot for me and my internet will probably be diconnected. Do you sens how pissed I am right on??? But I probably won't be on until at least December. Not that anyone's reading anyway.
Bye bye

boring as usual

  • Oct. 17th, 2007 at 1:49 PM

wow, today was a half day full of PSAT tesing. fun fun stuff there. I still am too lazy to figure out how to upload my chapter so you're out of luck and I probably won't be updating as often or at all in November because that the National Writing Competition. 50,000 words in a month!!! That's going to be fun. Note the sarcasm, but at least I only have french homework and the rest of the week off!!!! :) good stuff there and today is a good week. I went to the yearbook seminar yesterday and not only did I miss a half day of school, but now I'm full of ideas and it was fun. I always love the yearbook seminar and some of the speakers are really good. Yearbook I think is still my favorite even with are kinda bad yearbook teacher. Tomorrow I get to go to the zoo!!!! :) I'm so excited and my grandpa gave me his camcorder so I was film the whole thing if I want to, but I haven't decided if I want to yet. I want to film Honey for practice, but I don't know if she'll jump on me and then it get broken. That'd be very bad. Anyway, karma has gotten her revenege for all the small bad deeds I've done. I lost my cell phone somewhere. I put it in my pocket and now it's gone and the  bad thing was it was really my grandpa's and he was letting me use it. It's not that big deal though and hey it might be a good thing. People won't call me as often or someone else will be on the phone when they call. If you can't tell I'm very antisocial and people are more annoying then anything else. Picking colleges suck too! I'm stuck between two colleges and can't decide which one I want to go to and it's starting to give me a headache. GAHHH! There was more but I forgot it. So, I think that's enough boringness to fill your lives though I don't think anyone's reading this. I guess I'll pretned. Oh, setting painting/play instructor is very annoying. Everyone was so busy building the sets and the day I  don't go they paint. Karma really doesn't like me today and I tripped while I was walking up the stairs, but it only hurt one of my knuckles so I guess I have no reason to complain. :)I did really good(I think) on the writing section of the PSAT though. I can't believe juniors have to take it when some of us have taken the SAT already... like me, but oh well. At least we didn't have class. That's it I believe.
Bye Bye

My school is poor and crappy

  • Oct. 10th, 2007 at 5:05 PM

Okay, I have a question. Why are school admistrations so stupid???? My school is currently with a boiler(you know the thing that keeps us warm) and it's 51 or somwhere around there degrees. Now, why didn't they have our boiler fixed during the summer???!!! Everyone is sitting in there classes in sweaters and coats. The rest are freezing. So, now I must ask why they waited this long. I got to take yearbook pictures today.  The yearbook teacher's a bitch though. *sniffle* I miss the old one. Anyway, BETA still hasn't proofread my chapter so I got nothing for anyone and it's a little depressing. That's about it. Not very long, but I want to read a story so I'm cutting this one short. :) 
byebye

A Time of SAT and band watching

  • Oct. 6th, 2007 at 10:50 PM

Well, I took the SAT today. fun fun. I thought I did well for the most part aside from the fact that I erased somethings because I forgot to answer a question and I don't know if that'll count the answer as wrong or not them I thought there was only 11 questions on a math section when there were really 16. So, that will take my score down a notch, but hopefully not to badly. After that I played with my puppy. She's a golden retriever and is the sweetest and most obnoxious thing I've ever meet. She acts like a person though and she's like my kid. You have to be careful with her though because I usual play with her in this bright green coat (I wrestle with her on the floor and let her jump on me) so everytime I where the coat she goes into immediate attack mode, but  I love her to death anyway. At about 5 we went to watch the band perform at a competition since I'm an ex-bandgeek. Are band is pretty crappy now though, but its awesomeness has been declining for awhile so I'm not surprised. There we some amazing bands there though. There was a band playing sesame street songs and had rubber ducks. I sounds lame, but it was cool and my favorite band ended up winning. They had a show about time and how we shouldn't waste it and every minute are life is ticking away. Kinda depressing, but I really liked. They'll make it to state so easily it's not even funny. Hmmm, and now I'm at my grandma's house. I should be typing some story, but my BETA hasn't edited my first chapter yet anyway so I'm not to worried about it. I'll try to figure out how to get my story chapters up to you guys and I'm asking for help, but until then you guys are out of luck.
That's it and I'll try to make it more interesting, but then I warned you there wouldn't be much interesting things on this page so oh well.
Bye bye

I'm back!!!

  • Oct. 5th, 2007 at 6:06 PM

Wow!!!! I haven't been here, but I've finally got this thing working!!!!
 I'm not sure exactly what I'm going to put in here, but for those of you in the yaoi writing community. I have.... 2 stories finished and another in the making. 
If you would like to check them out  here's where ya' go: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/480691/ . They both need tons and tons of editing, but some people seem to like them and of course I love all the plot in my stories. Anyway, my life is kinda boring, but there seems to be drama in it anyway. So, I'll tell you it with mentioning names so people I know won't yell at me for writing anything. All my friends don't have a problem voicing their opinions on stuff so this is all for my  metoraphorical safety. Am I even using that word right??? No idea. My day. This is how it went. Psychology with the most boring teacher in school. people I love school so for me to say something is boring the teacher's bad. Then I went on to my favorite subject, English honors. Yes, I'm bragging a little on the honors part. :) Where I found out I  got a C on my unit review. That's okay, I knew that'd happen. Then, stats. where  there's a sub so I do nothing but talk to the guy how sits behind me. We talked about bows and how he wants a steel one. Doesn't make sense to me, but then I'm a person who likes wooden bows the best and has only shot a bow for one day in my life, but I'd like to learn how to use one anyway. Nexts comes lunch. Now this is where comes in the drama, because there's two people feuding there. One is my best friend and the other is sorta friend, but has a really annoying/ backstabbing personality. So, guess who's side I'm on??? Then, my best friend made me feel kind crappy because she said our lasting friendship was debatable. Maybe I'm whiney, but that's mean, but oh well, because I'm kinda doubting it myself. Anway,  then I think she believes tha guy that she's fighting with more than me. That was just annoying, but not really worth even writing. Then we had a talk about how biting people during sex seemed more popular than we thought. We're all biters, well 3 out of 5 people are. I wanted to cap my teeth so they'd be pointy, but then I couldn't bite so I think I might change my mind. It's saddening really. That's my day so far. :) not much I know, but I'll try to think of something more interesting next time.